I hate Interviews
I am a type of person who doesn’t know how to socialize or how to speak my opinion out loud.
When it comes to those situation, I always think negatively. I always think that all the words that will come out of my mouth are nonsense and stupid.
So basically, when I was applying for the position I want in organization, they require interview. But deep inside I don’t want it. I just want to back out.
Anyways, I continued tho. So I waited for the day of the interview.
However, things went worse for me. Lol.
You know that feeling like your brain has suddenly run out of words and ideas? I can’t think of anything at all! My mind went blank!
Even though I knew the answer to their questions, I still ended up answering a stupid answer. Lol. I even answered “I don’t know”!
Going back to this, it made me realized that I really fear public speaking and interviews A LOT! That I’d rather write than speak.
Just to let you know, I did not pass the interviews.
Thanks for reading this rant of mine. lol.
